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I Wish
I wish to feel the blinding pain
Just to forget, but it’s all the same
You still show that you care
But it’s too much than I can bear
Your voice takes me to a place inside
A place that’s safe where I can hide
A haven show to me through love
Almost like heaven above
But times have changed and it’s not the same
So I wish to stop this fucking game
But what else do I have to keep me going
When all that’s left inside me is nothing
I wish to feel the razor cut
To forget how deep I am in this rut
I wish it all to disappear
So I’ll have nothing left to fear
I know I've already commented on this one, but i'm doing so again. I know how it feels to want to escape from reality only too well. I still want to turn to cutting, but i'm afraid if I go too far into that darkness, I won't be able to find my way back. You have people who care about you, they'll bring you back, and one day you'll see that sometimes the light isn't always painful.
I don't know what to say... only that I hope you know you can always call me if ever you need or want to.
I know how you feel, i go through the same shit