Deep Inside

So now it’s time,

For me to leave you.

But down inside,

I won’t want to.

I know this is hard,

But do not worry.

Just want you to know,

That I am sorry.

So when I see you,

When you walk my way

I’ll keep looking forward.

Each and every day.

Seems I’ll walk on by,

Though it’ll hurt me.

Deep inside.

You know I love you,

And I always will.

But this is a feeling,

I know longer wanna feel.

I just wanna move on,

But then I don’t.

I wanna be there,

But I know I won’t.

So when I see you,

When you walk my way

I’ll keep looking forward.

Each and every day.

Seems I’ll walk on by,

Though it’ll hurt me.

Deep inside.

Can’t you see my problem?

All this is too much to take.

In this reality,

That to me seems to be fake…

I don’t know much at all,

I just want somewhere to hide.

Away from all this pain,

It hurts… Deep inside

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Amanda Holland's picture

im right there with you, it makes me think of when i had to break up with my girlfriend this year. its so hard when you still love them in a way.