I have blonde hair,
And big green eyes.
My skin is too pale,
And my breasts too small.
I look like my daddy they say,
And I have my mommy's figure.
My hands are small and dimminutive,
Fingers tipped with black,
And rough with guitar callouses.
My nose is too big,
My lips full and soft.
I hide myself behind the mirrors,
Drape myself in black.
My stomach is flat,
My legs long in size-eight boots.
I still can't quite comprehend
Who this girl is
Or what she's supposed to be.
I write my pomes.
I play my music.
I sing my songs.
I try to fit in
But I'm always the outlier,
And bleed crimson blood like everyone else.
I smoke my cigarettes and dream
Of pretty things I can never have.
I avoid my image like a plague,
But everyday I confront it,
And when I do,
I realize that girl there...
That's me.