As this ole sun is gently rising
I feel the dawn's warm embrace
This light shining down on me
Taking me to some better place
This day can't be what it seems
As another night fades away
Into memories in moonbeams
And the words that I can't say
I've been living way too long
Bent down and on my knees
Now I'm going to stand strong
And get back up on my feet
I've been taking all this shit
Letting it weigh down on me
But now I'm just sick of it
Won't take much for me to leave
I'm so tired of all the love
When it doesn't mean a thing
I think I've just had enough
Of holding onto others' dreams
As this sun rises ever higher
I feel a new shine about me
In my heart burns new fire
And my eyes open wide to see
My ashes flying to the wind
For the life I feel is over
These wounds will never mend
Burning from your super nova
I've been taking all this shit
And it's been killing me inside
But now I'm just sick of it
Because that part of me has died
I've been trying to believe
One day things might turn around
Should I just hold on and see
As I lay face down on the ground
I'm ready to say good bye
To everything that I once knew
To the remains of this life
To the memories of you
You could've helped me up
But now I'm standing tall
And you know it's all because
You wouldn't let me fall
I've been taking all this shit
Blaming myself for what I've done
But now I'm just sick of it
As I'm taking in a brand new sun
I've been taking all this shit
And I'm just so sick of it
If the words could reach my lips
If my heart could just resist
If my soul could reminisce
Would it feel just like this
Could I really feel this bliss
Or is this all just another fix