As I awake from this dream
I'm lost in what it means
With a darkness hiding me
From the answers I seek
As I stare into the mirror
I can only see my fears
The God that I can't hear
And the voices in my ears
As this new morning begins
I'm lost somewhere within
Entombed by my own sins
Screaming to my own content
And as this melody dies
The nightmares won't subside
Memories of a me that died
A worthless existence of lies
I'm fine
Don't you see the smile
Just fine
If at least for a while
As this game continues
The plot refuses to ensue
Dancing in a delicate ruse
Completely missing the prelude
As my heart falls faster
It lays on this floor shattered
Never happily ever after
In just one more disaster
As she will soon realize
I hide secrets in these eyes
Unspoken memories disguised
In the tears I've cried
And as this melody dies
The nightmares won't subside
Memories of a me that died
A worthless existence of lies
I'm fine
I am laughing and playing
Just fine
And I hear what you're saying
I'm fine
Was never better before
Just fine
I'm just down on the floor
I'm fine
And hoping you believe
Just fucking fine
That's who I want you to see