Thousands of sparks
All inside my head
Pain and anguish
The emotions I have fled
I'm against a barrier
Of awesome liquid steel
Melting away my life
With shards of that old deal
Bargains made, friendships broken
What is it all worth
I am but a mere victim
Of my own agonizing birth
Long ago but many years from now
Is the underlying truth
I lie awake at night
Dreaming of a scarred youth
Tormenting nightmares
Chase me while I wait
Screams of terror
Remind of my fate
Running as far as I can
And never looking back
Trip and fall was always the way
I never had the knack
Soft hands reach out and gently touch my face
Then swiftly jerk away
I often wonder if my life
Is like that every day
But I know one day
I will reach my eternal bliss
I will close my eyes...
Forget all that has been...
And she will seal it with a kiss.