more depression

I feel like I’m drowning, but there is no water surrounding

A thud in my chest, sounds more like a pounding

Being the best, is not easy to be

But what else is not easy to be? , that’d be me

 

Pointless emotions, some like love and pain

What is the gain, in feeling this way?

Hours spent, in a restless sleep

I keep track of the time, hoping to finish this useless rhyme

 

When grey seems black, and dark seems darker

I mark my skin, with a blade that runs red

Fear and dread, they run through my head

 

I find myself wishing, if only I was dead

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