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I wish for a blissful and painless death

An ending that saves me from me

Simple and easy a stop from the mass destruction

The world around is caving in

I sit here waiting for the end of life

No longer wonting this life I’m given

But not desperate enough to pull the trigger

In my mind I know out there there’s worse than this

The depression is just taking over

Why are tears full of so many emotions?

If god is real why are my prayers not being heard?

As I cry myself to sleep I wonder who would miss me

My friend talk of fights they hear at home

There mums and dad screaming at each other

But only in my head do I tell them

Tell them of the violence used on me

When my end come if it be now or when I’m old and grey

I will fight my battle and when it ends........

 

 

 

That will be the day I give up hope

 

 

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