I wish for a blissful and painless death
An ending that saves me from me
Simple and easy a stop from the mass destruction
The world around is caving in
I sit here waiting for the end of life
No longer wonting this life I’m given
But not desperate enough to pull the trigger
In my mind I know out there there’s worse than this
The depression is just taking over
Why are tears full of so many emotions?
If god is real why are my prayers not being heard?
As I cry myself to sleep I wonder who would miss me
My friend talk of fights they hear at home
There mums and dad screaming at each other
But only in my head do I tell them
Tell them of the violence used on me
When my end come if it be now or when I’m old and grey
I will fight my battle and when it ends........
That will be the day I give up hope