No matter

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Ive searched the deepest of the oceans

and the bluest of the skies.

Hoping, wishing, & praying

to hide all the lies.



I know no matter how hard i try

I need to get over you.

My love for you will always

remain pure and true.



Its just that no matter how hard

somehow my heart won't let me.

Everytime i see you with her

I know its us thats meant to be.



No matter what i pray

no matter what ocean or sky.

I'm gonna let you go

without questioning why.



I know that your no good for me

all you do is break my heart.

I know that now

that you tore my world apart.



No matter how many promises

I just cant love oyu anymore.

I need the key to my heart

so I can lock the door.



My cries for you at night

but I lock you far from sight.

The tears fall down my face,

as i beg god for grace.



And no matter how hard I try

this time my words are true.

I promise this to my-self,

I'm gonna get over you!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I've loved this boy for three years, but time after time again i realize he's only using me.... I try to ignore the fact that i know he doesn't love me, but cuz i love him so much i'd anything for him.

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Stacey... Something...'s picture

thats a really good poem that kinda makes me think about someone that i never got over. stupid boys.