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The Story Of What I found
One day I saw you walking in, the first time I took the time to really look at you
I guess I did a sensing scan, and wow what I did find.
Twisted sick, sad past with lots of hurt. Rejection, pain, sorrow and grief.
A mixture I knew all to well.
But I also found a type of joy and happiness that I have yet to see.
It made me wonder how you deal with all of the pain and suffering.
I became attached.
Not knowing you was an agony like no other.
I had to find out how to feel happy, as if I were five again.
I sought you out and you took me in. I showed my life to you.
In turn you showed me yours.
But after a while, for time does go on, there was a feeling that arose.
It showed itself whenever you came near my person or my mind.
It starts from within my breast and spreads down to my toes.
Sometimes it makes me dizzy, but it feels like a sweet bliss.
It made me think, maybe you are a toxic drug.
Making me feel this way around you!
I talked to my friend, who counseled me many before.
She said that what I feel is what others call love.
I looked at her as if she grew horns, for I could not grasp this fact.
She told me Be not alarmed, ‘tis be a normal thing.
I asked myself how could this happen?
Aloud, does this bring happiness?
She said it brings what I make of it.
And what he makes of it as well.
She told me to confront him, and tell him how I feel.
I tried to take her up on this, but when I tried I failed.
So instead I took my parchment, and my favorite ink and quill.
And then began to write about exactly how I feel.
It was so much easier than to say aloud.
So with my letter of truth finished, and sprayed with my favorite scent.
I then walked by to your house, where I saw you reading in a chair.
As I walked close, I heard you humming a song I knew to well.
I softly sang along, and startled you looked up,
But then softened at recognition.
You smiled up at me, and then I had to smile too.
I told you this here letter was for you, and that I came here to deliver.
You took it from my hands, and at once I was there no more.
I had fled away back to my dell, where I sat and cried and weeped.
I was scared what you would make of it, and what would happen now.
But after supper was all cleaned up, there came a knocking at my front door.
As I opened it, I wondered who if just might well be,
But then I saw your face and all the color fell from me!
You said Please wait! I have read your letter here!
I wanted to tell you, that I too, have my feelings all confused!
I see you as you are, and this I can concur!
If you truly believe in what you write, and I what do feel,
Then surely there must be a try! To see if it is really meant to be!
So please my miss! Allow us to have a try?
