childhood terror

frozen into the ocean

how far it went 

at burnt side of me

at forty degree

i always felt rain

 

i wasn't weak

it's my heart

which follow everything

honestly and faithfully 

 

at the day time

when i moved my mind

their mockery 

where i saw no fun for me

 

painful everytime 

but they never felt even a single time

once it started , ended too late

their play painted enough hate 

 

they never meant 

maybe they got no chance to know

how far it go

mamma kept telling me

just take a step

away from your pain

 

overall it painted as pain

and i hated it with all my faith

but either way 

it split the world

of truth and game 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this poem describe some pieces of my chidhood terror. Yes was painful but it helped me to see this world clearly .

first para refers about that time when i used to cry when my friends make a fun of me ( but they never meant to hurt me), it was summer time so i use burnt and forty degree temperature and even at that moment it hurt a lot so that's why i use frozen word.... it doesn't mean more than that 

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