my struggle, for nothing

it took so many hours
it took every single memory left in my mind
but what i got nothing
just my tears all around me
telling me it's not my fault
but what should i do
i'm just all apart
it's not like nobody trust me
but they just didn't get me

whenever i try to forget that grief
so that i get a little relief
but everything go vice-versa
it feels like this ache never going live me alone
i see everywhere
piece of my faith
of my heart
straggle everywhere

i know what it say to me
that it's hard to accept sometime you succeed
sometime you not
but how it's feel like when you know
you worked every time so hard
you got just a little
but this time got nothing
sometimes you stretch your hand
get reality and whatever you want
it's like diffusing fingers
and waiting for the hope and right choice

but this question always come into my mind
perhaps i know the answer
but i'm too scared to know
what you will do when you worked so hard
but you failed in everything??

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SSmoothie's picture

well,

you learn everything... it never for nothing. something will always come of it. I like your poem for instance and this is a positive outcome in itself the fact that many can identify.

I my self am glad I failed a million billion times it has made me better, stronger, faster, smarter and wiser. yes there is a difference between the last two. I hope what ever peace you seek you find it. Hugs and prayers SS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

alkaharuno's picture

arigato (thanks) for whatever

arigato (thanks) for whatever you told me :)