there's no hope

there's no hope

when i trying to do something
 trying to participate
 some obstacle come in my way everytime
 everytime this happen with me
 when i happy cordially
 and especially with my friends

 i share it with my friends
 but to increase my happiness with my friends
 but it always decrease

i don't know which thing stop me everytime
 in every hope of mine
 there's no hope for me

 its like when i want to get air in summer
 i can't
 i try to make happy myself but i can't
 trying to find hope to get water in desert but i can't
 and day by day my hope started fallen

 i don't know why its happen with me
 why theres no hope in the hope of my
 when i happy through heart
 at that time which hurts me
 which kill me inside, is me
 cause theres no hope

 so shall i let so my smile?
 stop to feel the hope?
 its feel like i have to
 disappoint my whole life
 

because theres no hope

Author's Notes/Comments: 

yes it is true that when i'm happy , at that time suddenly  my hope  for  happiness  disappear

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