To all my lovers,
To you, to the boy that released my innocence in the backseat of the car.
You who took the first hit.
You who taught me what romance means.
I hope you found someone who could reciprocate that love.
To you, the man who rated my blowjobs.
The man that fully utilized me in my state of naiveness.
The man that made me an object of sexuality.
The man who taught me how to fuck.
Taught me what its like to dominate.
I hope you reconnect with the innocence in sexuality, in us.
To you, the woman that I first taught me delicate intimacy
The woman that lied, ignored, and hid.
The woman that devalued my first experience
The woman that helped me understand myself more deeply.
Helped me explore the corners of myself.
I hope you find the confidence in you to not need a woman.
For you, the one I have ever loved.
The one that taught me what its like to make love.
The one that had the power to fully break me, and did
The one that made me understand what its like to lose
The one who fucked me up enough to understand that the only way to go is
up.
The one who made me grow, strengthen, appreciate, understand.
The one who will forever be a part of me.
I hope you got a lot out of it too.
For you, whose path aligns with mine
You, whose soul compliments mine
You, whose embodiment I am not ready for yet.
I hope your search has been as beautiful as mine.