You told me once, that one day would come
There would be a time when “our love” would reign
There would be a time when we’d be together
There would be a time when no one else would matter
I sit here now with a broken life
I sit here now with a broken heart
I sit here now with a broken promise
She doesn't deserve any of this
Only one person matters to me now, it’s not you
I cheated on the one person who will ever matter to me
I cheated her out of the perfect life she believed she had
I cheated her out of the happiness and trust she deserved
What do you think you are to me now?
You’re a mistake
You’re a regret
You’re a broken promise
My life’s mission is to repair what you helped to break
My life’s mission is to repair the trust I don’t deserve
My life’s mission is to repair the love I destroyed
She’s my life’s mission, it will never be you
I’ve realized my weakness, my mistake and my foolishness
I was a fool to ever think you were a solution
I was weak to ever think you could help
I was making the biggest mistake of my life
If you have memories of me, remove them from your brain
If you have photos of me, delete them from your phone
If you have any items that remind you of me, burn them or throw them away
The thought that anything you have reminds you of me, disgusts me
All of our memories fill me with disgust and regret
Whenever I laughed with you, I think of them with a broken heart
Whenever I smiled with you, I think of them with a disgusting soul
Whenever I was with you, I see her betrayed and broken
Am I repeating myself?
I hope I am, I want to be clear
I want to be concise, I want to be unfaltering, I want to be direct
I look upon every memory of you as a nightmare that I wish I could wake from
I wish I could erase any trace of you from my brain
I wish I could wake up and be who I should have always been
I wish I could take it all back, because the truth is…
Any happiness I’ve ever given to you, is sadness and pain I’ve given to her
You aren’t worth that and I’m not sorry to say this, it’s the truth
If you still believe in one day, it disgusts me
If you still believe in one day, it angers me
If you still believe in one day, it’s here now
One day was the day I would realize my true love
One day was the day I would do anything to fight for my love
One day is the day no one else would matter
She is my love, it was never, and will never be you