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“Mixed Emotions”
(Written By: Alana Cheng)

There’s a reason why, and yet, I just don’t know why, for all that I can say is nothing, nothing that I can twist and turn the truth for, but in turn, I hope that I don’t end up sounding like a real bore, with every word that comes from my heart, with every word that is expressed from the core, it only becomes more of something that brings me as much joy, anger, hurt, rage, and pure mixed emotions, there is just no explanation, no way of forming anything into words with all of the efforts that pay off in the long run, but without the love of what I want to do, in all the happiness that I can endure at one time, I just want to realize that life is something to be lived, to be celebrated, and to continue living on for without having to lose hope and faith in doing what you want, in doing what you love, and in all the things that bring forth the joy that makes you feel so overwhelmed by what washes up from the ocean to the surface, you can only smile, hear the music that is turned up on the radio by the volume of something that makes you as happy as you can ever, ever be, there is nothing but just a warmth of goodness that lives inside of yourself, as there’s a reason why, and yet, I just don’t know why, for all that I can breathe in, you know that it’s not a sin, no, not a sin at all for all the causes to feel the grief, the grief that doesn’t bring any less pain to the movement of your will to survive, but to survive can be as beautiful and great all at the same time in the mixed emotions brought on by a mixture of anger, heartache, happiness, with the joy to feel that it is all beautiful, to the unbeautiful, and to the remorseful of wanting to turn it all around ever so badly, maybe or maybe not, I don’t know what I’m saying anymore. Yes, there’s a reason why, and yet, I just don’t know why, for all that I can say is nothing, nothing at all that I can twist and turn the truth for, but in turn, I hope that I don’t end up sounding redundant as a real bore.