I Am Afraid... Oh So Very Afraid

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Stages of Change

I pray each night 

I pray each day

To be a bird and fly away

My pain my sorrow

Will you leave today? 

Will you leave tomorrow?

Please God I pray.

Make me a bird 

To fly away. 

Far, far away. 

 
Do not pretend that I am Alright
Do not pretend that I am Safe
See my scars, and see my soul, and see why I ran away
 
So in the dark, I will stay. 
And there you’ll find, all my pain.
The ones I hide, the ones I’ve cried.
Alone, alone in the dark I cry.
 
So whisper lies, that I may pretend
That I’m Alright
and I’m Okay
Whisper lies, so that I believe
Believe that I am safe.
 
I am afraid, oh so very afraid.
 
That in the end you’ll never see,
the pain I’m in.
I hide it so well, 
so well you can’t see. 
The smiles, the laughter’s....
 
are all make believe.
 
So close your eyes, because I do too. And say “It will all be over soon.”
Close your eyes, and hold on tight. 
Please, dear Lord, help me fight this evil might.
 
I’m Afraid, oh so very afraid.
 
        Know that I am like you.
        The only difference is,
        That my scars don’t bleed
 
I am afraid, oh so very afraid
That in the end I will not be saved.
Author's Notes/Comments: 

My first poem I wrote. I like to rhyme most of the times, and I suck at writing poems, or expressing myself, and my spelling is an utter failure. 

 

Inspired by a movie can you guess which?

If you have any questions let me know.

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Peachyteen88's picture

That is honestly really good,

That is honestly really good, I really like the connections with the bird!

ajohnsmithstory's picture

Thank you. :)

Thank you. :)