How would it be?

I know who you are

I know you want me to know

I am one step ahead of you

I have done my homework

but I am scared of you

You are like no other I have ever known

I like the way things are

but they will never get that far

if one of us doesn't make a move

I saw you looking and waiting for me

but I just couldn't come

I froze up

I can't help it

I am so scared of you

This is not like me

I can go up to anyone

except for you

I don't know why this is?

It is annoying at times

I wish I could change it but

The choice is not mine

I am afraid, I got walls, I am too old for this...

I wish I could freeze frame the feeling you get in the beginning

Cause it all falls down

Where could this go?