I have known you all my life
I have dealt with all your stife
Now it's time for you to go away...
I know when you creep up
I want to use and abuse all of the things that are not good for me
I know you oh so well
You are always waiting for an opportunity to come back into my life
I am free, clean and sober minded
So now you want to remind me
of all the things I once did
Of how I once lived
It is a lesson to look in my past
but all of the joy did not last
from using you from abusing you
from trusting in you
You will only hurt me, you are unhealthy
which you will eventually kill me
I have found new alternatives to release emotions, feelings, and pain
I have sustained a healthier way to live
From my heart I now freely give
No more walls
Nothing more to fear
My best days are ahead
No more looking in the rear
If your looking for me I'm no longer able to be found
I found and stand on a solid ground
Not many will understand this and that's ok
This is my journey and it is my own way
I have changed my filter
The way I think
What I believe
How I feel
I know what I want
What is real
I deal with reality
Who I was
Who I will be
From the Inside Out!