The darkness of night is fading
I am waking, slowly, reluctantly
Am I ready to start another day?
Or does sleep beckon me "for just a little more"
The morning sun is streaming in
Chasing away the traces of the night
Another days new challenges to meet
Am I up to the task?
I stretch, yawn, roll over and
My gaze falls upon you.....Beside Me
A warmth encompasses me, surrounds me
It is not your arms, nor your embrace
This warmth is comforting, peaceful
I feel this warmth envelope me from within
I look upon your face, and I know
With an assurity - at times unsettling
That it is because of - Your Everlasting love
Your love... inspiring and unconditional
Your love... without bounds, sure and true
Your love... expressed in those eyes.....Beside Me
I am humbled and so deeply touched at the love
So present there for me to look upon
For I know if I live righteously, with prayer & scripture study
Repenting with a sincere heart & contrite spirit when I've wronged
My faith and testimony will continue to expand and grow
And yet I am reminded as I gaze upon your form
Of how often I have stumbled along
Content to go it alone, sure in my choices
Only to be gently reminded by the Holy Ghost.....Beside Me
For that sure strong voice is ever present
If I but listen to his promptings
You blessed me with goodly parents
Whose loving and spiritual guidance - set my foundation
Who through my life have often been there
To help re-enforce the building of block upon block
For two older sisters and the unique and special bonds we share
And for my brother whose life's judgements
Have reached me - far into the depths of my soul
To again have your presence.....Beside Me
Up and dressed this day now begins
Breakfast, carpooling, kids to school, husband to work
Errands to run, bills to pay, house to clean
Did I remember to start my day with prayer?
Or did the rush of life's daily routine waylay me
Oh yes, I have much to be grateful for
My husband - whose heart and health I hold most dear
Friend, lover, father to our children, supporter, soul-mate
A man who has great potential - but whose pain holds him back
I pray for an Eternity with You Both.....Beside Me
Our oldest daughter, beautiful, loving, independent
She is my prodigal child...in whom I can fully see
Has to travel her own path to find her way back
Our middle – a son, handsome, loving, spiritually strong
His battles in life began early...but with each he has grown
He meets each challenge with his faith, humor and compassion
Our youngest daughter, beautiful, loving, courageous
An innocent Child of God...who has endured and suffered much
She has been tempered, What great things has she yet in store
Little Children, almost grown, Gift from You.....Beside Me
The earth held still with winters chill breath
The snow shimmering crystal white upon the ground
The days are short, and the nights pass long
There's quiet cold stalking the warmth within
Yet ever so slowly, these days pass by
I marvel at your wondrous deeds emerging
For all around the changes come
There's a warmth now upon the breeze
As the seasons change from winter, to spring to summer
I am delighted to embrace the beauty with you.....Beside Me
Natures chance to seeds reborn, spring blossoms reach full bloom
The buds reveal their newly grown wealth
And yet I am reminded now, of other things reborn
And the deeper meaning there
Upon your head a crown of thorns
The heavy cross you're forced to bear
But, as I gaze upon your face, the tears begin to well
My heart and soul so deeply wrenched
At the lesson your actions teach
An obedient and faithful Son passes.....Beside Me
Upon the heavy cross you bore, they laid your body bare
Your arms splayed wide, hands nailed to wood
The unrighteous and unjust rejoice
One foot upon the other nailed there for all to see
A soldiers sword thrust deep in your side
They labeled you a "common thief"
Yes, they mocked your Father outright & called you "King of Kings"
This sacrifice so freely given, You suffered for all men's sins
An obedient Son, sure and strong
As Our Father's eternal plan you fulfill.....Beside Me
Reflecting back upon my past, with newly open eyes
I marvel at your patience and understanding
Humbled that You would atone for my many sins
For I was taught as a child how to live the gospel
Yet as a youth and into adulthood - I chose another path
Often thinking it was easier and more beguiling
How the adversary must have delighted in my stupidity
For often those choices brought pain, sorrow, and hardship
But with your infinite wisdom - You touched Me
With those who are.....Beside Me
I had decided long ago, NOT to question, "Why Me?"
But, "Why Not Me?" What does the Lord have planned?
What is there for me to learn from this?
Never imagining that it would be through the suffering of loved ones
That you would teach me my greatest lessons
It would seem that at my darkest hour
When life's challenges seemed to be beyond endurance
When hope was just a four-letter word
And death was more inviting than life
You called - "Peace be with You," be.....Beside Me
Yes, I have much to be grateful for
For family and friends who have generously offered
Their love, support, counsel, their prayers and blessings
For the renewal of my faith and testimony after a 25yr loss
And new found friends within our Ward Family
Yes, I have much to be grateful for
A prayer soul-fully offered - Humbly asked
A prayer divinely answered - a calling made
Guiding me towards a sure footed path
For showing the way...You walking.....Beside Me
There is so much of the gospel yet to learn
I find the more I study and read the scriptures
I am like a child in a candy store
For it brings such joy and happiness to me
There are wondrous concepts to grasp
Which inspire you to share there profoundness
You can find love, betrayal, guidance, comfort, faith,
Censure, commandments, obedience, sacrifice
There are truths revealed from Prophets past and present
So easily attainable when He counsels.....Beside Me
A few months ago I was given a picture of Jesus
And asked to put it somewhere
Somewhere where I could see it everyday
I decided to put it on the mantle near my bed
Every morning I would awaken to it there
Throughout my day, my gaze would often be drawn to it
Many times finding myself studying the likeness
For depending on my willingness and worthiness
His countenance is responding to my needs
And it speaks volumes and volumes
But always the response most profoundly heard
Was "Come Unto Me" Be.....Beside me
And yet as I share my thoughts and feelings
I know in the deepest part of my soul
That for each of us - it must begin with prayer
Words humbly spoken and shared with Our Heavenly Father
In the name of His Son, Jesus Christ
Born witness by the Spirit of the Holy Ghost
Are the most profound - any man, woman, or child, can utter
His promise is made time...upon time...upon time
Quote Matt 7:7-8
Ask: and it shall be given you,
Seek: and Ye shall find,
Knock: and it shall be opened unto you
For everyone that asketh: recieveth
And he that seeketh: findeth
And to him that knocketh: it shall be open
I would encourage each and everyone of you
To begin today, with me...
To humbly and sincerely offer your daily prayers
For what Greater treasure could there be
Than to have
Our Heavenly Father
His Beloved Son, Jesus Christ
and the Holy Ghost
Beside You and Me