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the stutter in my heart. the beat in my head. the nervous insane thoughts. can't get you out of head. out of my mind. i'm too exposed. eye to eye. i can't hold your gaze. those eyes will see. the thoughts within me. the feelings i hold. i'm clutching so deep. i start to stutter. i start to tremble. don't let it show, this dumb anxiety. heart out of chest. it's held in my hand. will you accept it. i put it back inside me. i don't even dare. too scared to let go. too scared to ask. too protected to fall. why can't i just do it. i need to just do it. i need to step up. show you i will fight. i can fight for our love. then i see your face. it's all over again.suffocating here. i'm out of breathe. i want to love you. i want to be with you. breathe you in. intoxicate me. drunk memories. a whirlwind of you. your the chaos inside me. holding your hand. kissing your lips. it's all i dream off. it's a nightmare to me. i'm obsessed. i'm addicted. you're beautiful, you know. who am i for this. i don't deserve this. you deserve better. not me, not this. not quiet, insecure me. i just keep to myself. too broken to fix.