I want to be in a relationship where the other can tear me apart starting from my heart to my eyes.. As the tears stream in agony of how dramatic the world seems at that moment of high emotions.. But, you would choose not to. Instead, From the outside traveling in.. Starting from a smile to a jump inside the chest.. Becomes the person I include in my everyday choices, when tomorrow comes, your presence will be my present.. There's a permanence of high on life that I want to be engulfed in.. The bad will happen, but so will the good..there won't always be that high tempo, a gentleness of this is it and a calming sense of bliss will meet our morning kisses till our eyes close to end the day wrapped in each other.. I'm willing to accept it all.. Just for the emotions the chemicals seem to scream, your heart is in love. I have this just looking at you.. But, you are not mine.. I want these with you.. Not wishful thinking from faraway glance.