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Black clouds around me
I will damned if they dampen my soul
I was born in misfortune
bathed by problems
so that makes me unclean and soggy
I have all this misguided anger towards everything in my way
Its your fault I suffer even tho its just life
making me struggle as I bundle up in my bed
nowhere to go nowhere to call
I scream at the wall waiting for sometype of emotional break
but I scream until I I cannot talk at all
wishing for something that will keep me
from this forever free fall

all my odds are against me
top achieve anything but misery
its not woe is me
I just want to get up and one day share my story
no break from this isolation that is around me
I am all xanaxed out I cant feel any emotion
with in doubt take the easy way out
drug your conscious until its no longer there
until you are left looking in the mirror with a blank stare
as I stumble up the stairs I feel nothing
its a nice change as I break into my insanity
I know god is mad at me
If he even exists this is my desperate call
calling onto the universe to change its route before I fall deeper
deeper into a collapsing self portrayal of a non stop struggle

all I want is stability
simple things I never experienced
comfort and content
a way to tell my story and change this earth
my wants and wishes are too farfetched I guess
for I work towards them and I never even get close
I am tired of being here I took the easy way out once
I will get through this endless amount of shit
even if it kills me this is goodbye to misfortune
and ill return with some type of luxury
so here I change and say fuck this world
and I will go create my own.