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not a poem kinda like a diary, would like some peoples thoughts
i was watching a tv show, and i started getting really really down to the point of tears, it just started hurting every moment i watched it seemed so much harder just to keep the tears from comeing out on me, just watching her smile and laught really tore me up inside, it got to the point a few times that i wanted to get up and leave so i could forget about what i saw, to see that in people and to feal deep inside of me the lonliness, pain, and sadness that i feal everyday, i dont know what to do but to close my self off from the world when it gets this hard for me, i dont know what it really means to be happy, just the thought of what it could be like from seeing it on the tv, i just cant take this pain everyday all i really want is to be able to be happy to smile and laught and feal like i can live a normal life
Reality.
Who really does know what it means to be happy?
Maybe giving birth to a child, or having a family?
Laughing the night away with friends over coffee, or alcohol?
Being held in the arms of someone you truly love, or care about?
Having people make you feel like you exist?
Happiness an emotion raging from contentment to complete joy.
You can find happiness in almost anything these days. Like watching a T.V. show for example, but it has to be something that connects with you to accomplish that feeling. Who knows how long it will stay, or go .. that's part of the gamble with life.
Who would want to live a normal life?
Not I ...
Nothing about my life is NoRmAl that's what keeps it interesting. Normal is boring therefore you feel depressed with everything .. or trapped. The exact same going on around you as yesterday. Do like me and get up and get out there to put a little instability in the atmosphere. The alternation in peoples lives could sometimes be a good thing.
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"We are, Each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." -Luciano De Crescenzo