Died With You

 

 

It would seem the rumors are true 
Those horrible things I heard that were done to you 
I tried not to listen to them, tried not to hear 
Because to me you were very dear 
I tried to not let it take over me 
But it did and I tried to not let anyone see 
And I still just can't believe that what happened to you is true 
That someone could do what they did to you 
I just can't believe it's true 
That what was done to you was done, and that it was done to you 

 


I fall asleep, I have a nightmare 
The setting is a dark room 
I don't feel well 
I feel afraid 
I feel tired 
I feel sad 
I need to be held 
This room feels like a tomb 
I'm sitting on a bed with you 
In the darkened room 
Out the window the sun is going down 
You stare at me but you don't say a word 
Your expression tells it all 
And I just stare back at you 
You look like you don't feel well 
You look like you are tired 
You look like you are sad 
You look like you want to be held 
But neither of us move 
Both of us are miserable, in the darkened room 
You stare at me; I stare at you 
So many words left to be said 
So many words I had left to say 
I want to live without the hurt, but there is no way 
Neither of us says a word, in this dead room 
You stare at me; I stare at you 
So many words, to you, I had left to say 
I want to live without the sadness, but there is no way 

 


        It would seem the rumors are true 

Those horrible things I heard that were done to you 
I tried not to listen to them, tried not to hear 
Because to me you would never disappear 
Because to me you were very dear 
I tried to not let it take over me 
But it did and I tried to not let anyone see 
And I still just can't believe that what happened to you is true 
That someone could do what they did to you 
I just can't believe it's true 
That what was done to you was done, and that it was done to you 

 


I gave a part of me to you 
It was lost, it died with you 
I let you in, I let you see 
I let you in, to see the deepest parts of what is me 
I gave a part of me to you 
It was lost, it died with you 
I am lost, I am meant to die 
I gave a part of me to you 
It was lost, it died with you 

 


By Adam Keith McElwain 

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