The red glow and bright white
Of the car passing at night
Feeling like Im floating through a dream
Wishing to wake with a screm
Its just this feeling of alone
Alone with no home
Brings up thoughts of lost
Thoughts of giving up at what cost
Im scared of me
Of what Ive seen
In the dark depths of my mind
Things no one should find
So I reside in myself
Setting my feelings on a shelf
Hiding behind my weakness
Killing my soul without forgivness
Ive dug my hole till the end
Now its done so push me in
Its one last nudge
All I need to budge
Would be best for all
If I was gone by fall...