I doubt your actual motive
And so I lay here now.
Swirling skies above me as I try to pass the time
Inside,
The girl i fantasized.
To make love, under false concepts
With splendid idle minds.
These hands upon your body
As I kiss your naked thigh
I’m searching in my head
Still to never find.
Close my eyes
Close your smile
We’re vacant now…….
The quietude in my bed
The yearning in your eyes.