I thought you cared,
About our renewed friendship,
About me.
I thought you were someone
Who would never hurt me like you did.
Nothing but lies, pouring from your mouth,
Forcing me into a dark cavern.
I believed we had a chance,
Maybe not then, but sometime,
Somewhere down the road.
You were so sweet and caring,
Always making sure I was okay,
Now I curse myself for believing you,
Believing everything you ever said.
I pull this dripping knife from my back,
Drenched in my own blood,
And watch as without a second glance,
You take off into the past.
I fell for you, idiot!
Part of me loved you!!!
Why couldn't you see that?!?!
My heart knew you were lying,
But I didn't want to believe it,
I thought you were someone different,
Guess I thought wrong.
Now I live my life,
Not the same as before,
I know who my true friends are,
And those who are not.
I have friends who actually care about me,
Those who cherish our relationship,
Unlike you, who tore it apart,
Without a fucking care in the world.