we smile to the world
and run through the motions
but we want to starve ourselves
we want to drown in the oceans
culture is telling me to give up
society is saying be positive
he tells me to grow up
i tell myself not to live
this drama is eating away at me
the irony of that is unfathomed
the music is turned way up
and the lights are severely dimmed
our lips move but nothing comes out
we throw punches but never succeed
they shovel health in our mouths
and we continue to scream
sleeping in every other day
i told myself this year i'd care
i could change this all in every way
i scream at myself to take the dare
i cant seem to wake up
we wont listen anymore
us girls just cant take it
not like we could before
the ocean will cure us all
salt water takes away the infection
maybe if we go deep enough
we'll come out with perfection