all this drama in our young lives
is there a point to it at all?
on gossip and pain our minds thrive
push others down so we wont fall.
a cliffhanger of lies and deceit
I fall down to the floor
pretending I am so elite
while knocking on depressions door
ringing the doorbell to chronic heartache
banging the knocker to flowing tears
just because I can't deal with my own pain
I'm wanting others to feel my fears
secluding myself from others
so they wont see that im so scared
is it possible for someone to love me?
I don't know, I've never dared,
to let someone in.
the doors to my heart
the windows to my soul
theres no warmness left within me
every door is closed.