Loosely I grab hold,
to the things i know.
I try to be so bold,
and yet i can't let go.
I can't let go of my memories,
good and bad,
supressed and free.
I keep reading over my diaries,
thinking who is this? who is she?
who am I, to this world?
do I mean anything?
or am i just another girl?
With a shattered heart
and a broken soul,
I don't know what I want,
but I don't feel whole.