Cut open my heart,
a stream of pain flows down my side.
I can't see your face or hear your name.
I need to run and hide,
I'll start to melt,
thinking I want you every day,
such an attraction I've felt,
why am I attracted to the pain?
my mind tells me to ignore it,
but my heart knows the need it feels.
my thoughts, you own,
but which thoughts are real?
is what i feel true,
or is it just a game?
i analyze for hours,
but i still feel the same.