With a thousand things left unsaid
theres a part of me that wants this to end
but as long as my blood is pumping red
I'll want to be more than a friend
I realize the pointlessness of this,
the pain I am impozing,
but you can sense the helplessness of me
screams awaken me from my dozing.
I'm screaming in my own ears
crying, trembling from my own fears
I want to forget, but never in a million years
could I forget you, and all the tears.
Theres one thing that can save me now
but it's not something I can earn
I have hope it could still happen somehow
I'm sure theres a lesson I'm to learn
My life, our lives, ever confusing
a dance of knives, ever amusing
is that a sense humor that I'm using
or a cry for help that I'm abusing?
There'll always be some things left unsaid
as long as our blood is pumping red
I'll always to be more than a friend,
because I lied, I dont want this to end.