Everything is gone
all the clarity
no one remembers what it was like
when i was able to just be me.
its unclear just how you feel
do you love me? do you care?
please someone talk to me
don't just sit there
don't just stare.
you think that I'm a failure
no matter how hard i try.
when no ones here I scream
into the pillows
"Please, I want to die"