"You take away all my pain" she said to him, hoping
he would finally understand. Chris never understood
what Erin was trying to say. She told him time and
time again that she loved him and would never
leave him, but still he refused to believe her.
He couldn't trust anyone, and it was beginning to
cause a strain on their relationship.
'What kind of man am I?' chris wondered to himself,
'I can't even say three simple words. I..Love..You, how
hard is that?' He knew what the problem was, but didn't
have any idea how to fix it. he told his ex sarah that he
loved her and he found out that a week later she
was sleeping with another guy. He couldn't trust
many people anymore, but Erin was different, he
truly did want to be with her. he needed to know
somehow, a way to trust a woman again. Taking a
swim didnt help, and neither did going for a drive.
Taking a walk down 4th avenue Chris saw the little
coffee boutique where he first met Erin. He remembered
exactly what she had said, "I see you're sitting all alone,
waiting for someone?" when he said no she invited him
to sit with her, and they had been together ever since.
Chris thought over the last two years hey had been
together. One date stood out in particular, it was the
first date Erin had said I love You. That was four months
ago. He had asked her why she was with him, and
she said " Because I love you" Remembering this,
Chris knew what he had to do.
Erin didnt know what to do. Should she continue to
tell him her feelings even when he was not returning
them? She felt like it was possible he did love her,
but couldn't he at least put it into words? It was
difficult to sit through dinners, with pleading in her
eyes and hopelessness in his. Chris had bought her
the little black dress she wanted and beautiful
diamond earings. She wasn't complaining, she loved
the gifts, but wished maybe he would say it, and
maybe someday he would propose. They had been
together for two years now, she was ready to take
the next step, and for all she knew, he wasn't.
Chris had finally decided to do it, he was going to
tell Erin exactly how he felt about her, and he was
going to ask her to marry him. At 3 o'clock that
afternoon, after visiting the coffee shop, he went to
the jewellery store. Thats when he saw it, the perfect
ring. He knew nothing in the world was perfect, but
he truly felt that this was perfect for Erin. It wasn't
small, and it wasn't big. It wasn't too extravagant or
too plain. It was beautiful. After finding the ring
everything else simply fell into place. He found
earrings to match the ring, and the gorgeous black
dress he knew Erin had, had her eye on.
Dinner that night was delectibe, as was the company.
Erin thanked Chris for the dress and the earrings, and
whispered softlythat she would thank him properly
when they got home. Smiling Chris thought to himself
'if she only knew.' When dessert came, Chris knew it
was time.
"Erin, I love... the way you eat ice cream"
'crap' Chris thought to himself, 'Im not backing out now'
"Erin, what I meant to say was, I love .. you."
Erin giggled with joy. Embarrased at her childish
behaviour she suddenlygot serious and told him she
loved him too.
When dessert was finished, Chris said to her,
"I want to take you somewhere really special tonight"
Agreeing, Erin followed him as he paid and got in
the car. They drove down 4th avenue to the simple
coffee shop Chris had visited earlier. They sat in their
usual seats, but didnt order anything. Looking softly
into Erins eyes, Chris took her hand. He said sweetly
"We have been together for two years now, and I
think you are the most beautiful woman in the world.
I love you to the ends of the earth, and until today I
didn't know how to tell you. I love the way your hair
curls at the nape of your neck, and I love how your
eyes twinkle when you are happy. I love your laugh,
and I love your smile. I love you and everything
about you. I want to spend the rest of my life telling
you how much I adore you. Will you marry me?"
Erin replied Yes! and jumped into his arms. Putting
the ring on her finger he carried her out of the coffee
shop, into his car and to what could soon be their
house.