my tongue begins to fail
flaws in my poetry surround
my words wrap around
when I wrote that poem
it was not to judge her heart
I just write
in the mourning of her sonnet
longings in my heart cannot reach her
words crawl into my bed
words swirl into my head
words better left unsaid
when I am half asleep and suppressed
so poignantly, without caress
there they stretch their impulsive kiss
it feels like quiet distress
in a corner of my
insides
wounds unhealed where I wish they never were
compressed and embedded
words that fell on deaf ears, well-nigh in silence
not about what was heard but more of words unsaid
affected by every word was sound
I have that verbal and written
taste of words
images
elicited and linked bizarrely
when I suffer from this condition
it is okay
I know I can
I can eat my words
hope rises with the dawn
glowing within the golden sun
I think it's good,
this will be a good day
it's okay, it will be okay.