feel as if I am looking down the barrel of a gun
I tried to run, but I fell on my face
all the crazy things I've done
kind a like a basket case
it hurt when I fell from grace
through space in a free fall
no way to fly no way at all
the pain will never erase
when you sent me away
I spun out of control
and I lost my way
don’t need this drama; I don’t want this roll
I plummet so fast fear is the worst
all that was is now a pointed prow
how was it for you when we went in reverse
I used to be proud now I scrape and bow
I am fast approaching the ground looking down through grey sky
raped by love in a one-act play
I am biting a bullet so I don’t have to cry
final curtain call of my last day
my life turned to waste
and the salty tears I taste
seconds in haste diving headfirst
I know the hurt I feel the curse
falling in among the tear filled cloud
but all that I have felt
all that heartache and pain
still I can’t hate you at all or the cards that you dealt
I can only forgive and then forgive you again