kill me deep inside

With great temptation

And hoping I never wake

I Dream of you

But I can’t sleep

I’m in the wrong direction

I drift with my eyes closed

I can’t feel any real anticipation

I can’t sidestep hurt and drama

I can’t take the initiative

I can’t hold you in my heart

I can’t find what I seek

We were never meant to be together

I have this intuition of change

I miss you more than anything

I love you so much it makes me sick

I know that you’ll never be mine

Sitting here and thinking

I Can’t keep my heart forever grounded

I need love too I need to soar

But I can't help but feel this way

In the world of loneliness

But forever you'll have my heart to keep

And I'll love you more than that

Kill me deep inside

While I die a little more each day

In every way

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something that i'd probably write myself, on a day darkened by my own twisted pessimistic thoughts ... coz feelings don't think after all ^_^ can relate to that feeling very well.. so i hope you're feeling a tad better now.. ish. ^_^

~ love, maui