With great temptation
And hoping I never wake
I Dream of you
But I can’t sleep
I’m in the wrong direction
I drift with my eyes closed
I can’t feel any real anticipation
I can’t sidestep hurt and drama
I can’t take the initiative
I can’t hold you in my heart
I can’t find what I seek
We were never meant to be together
I have this intuition of change
I miss you more than anything
I love you so much it makes me sick
I know that you’ll never be mine
Sitting here and thinking
I Can’t keep my heart forever grounded
I need love too I need to soar
But I can't help but feel this way
In the world of loneliness
But forever you'll have my heart to keep
And I'll love you more than that
Kill me deep inside
While I die a little more each day
In every way
something that i'd probably write myself, on a day darkened by my own twisted pessimistic thoughts ... coz feelings don't think after all ^_^ can relate to that feeling very well.. so i hope you're feeling a tad better now.. ish. ^_^
~ love, maui