Panic
Flashbacks of fear
Sick
It makes me feel sick
I hate when the dark parts of my mind
Torment my imagination.
I feel the same rush behind my eyes that I used to
The world in which I used to be was never really real
Still it pulls me to visit back to the place I used to live
The memories more like reoccurring nightmares
I need someone to hold me down
To fasten me to reality
The sweet and stable solid ground
Instead this struggle for neutrality