Another reason...
Just another reason.
I swear there is a time -
At least once a day now -
When I feel like screaming.
It is not always... but it usually is him.
Another reason...
Just another reason.
A humming trembling anger.
My eyes are only dams now...
Sore from holding back all the tears I've wanted to cry.
My fingers feel like mangled claws dangling from my arms
Another reason...
Just another reason.
This sickness will always stay.
There is only one antidote - but its price beyond my discipline
For though I feel dead... I am not that cold
Still it kills me everyday
Another reason...
Just another reason.
I am cursed to torture those I love
By far more deaths from war's disease
Then battle's sword and gun!
It doesn't matter that I won...
By default!
No ones left.
My hearts too torn and scared to work right
Infection's set in to my chest!