The Last Word

Stolen moments from someone else
became the best feeling in my heart
The stillness of the night was
my only escape from everyday
And yet, it was my own destroyer of spirit
A time when my eyes were not open
and now I do not want to see
Freedom is everyone's desire and
everyone's fallen dream
I said yes so many times
and no was so outspoken
The world is overpopulated, yet
I was deserted when my innocence
died every night
A woman in love,
but silence was her safe refuge
Deadly mix were you and the lies
Thought I needed you to feel my beauty
You tore apart my light
and I was a whore in their eyes
Love was the only culprit
I killed so many tears for you
No longer able to believe anyone
So many whispers I wish to silence
My heart was the one who took the fall
You dared to push the game we played
towards me as if I started it
I paid for my guilt
No one knows that night
How our eyes changed
At the end
you pretended to know how "we" happened
Run away with your lies
Hate me with all your fake faces
Allow me the last word
You are my greatest mistake
For I am the woman I am today
I can't feel your looks behind my back
I'm older now and I will not fall for it anymore
Don't bother looking for me now
The woman you're looking for is no longer here

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