Tried so hard to get
the room to stop spinning
This doesn't seem like me
I've pulled everything off the shelves
Don't want to be here anymore
Drank so much to fill my heart
to something that could no longer be full
Could no longer face the night
just wanted to be alone
Trying to close my eyes
let the image go away
There's just something in the wind
that crawls up and startles me
No more laughs, no joys
All the things that I've tried to forget
echoes with this cocktail drink