My heart is heavy
These feelings are becoming too much
This mind is not at ease
I wake up in a deep sleep
wondering
where my sanity has gone
I cry to you
People just don't have the power
to save me
Held everyone so high
and I was thrown down so low
You don't feel me anymore
even when I've tried to explain
Behind a smile and a laugh
is a heart that can't mend
No drug can numb my pain
The memories still ooze their way in
I've never felt so heartbroken
the way I do now