My tears sparkled
as your hug was released from me
I couldn't even whisper
movements were at a still
The world stopped turning...
I felt as if God was holding me down
Forced to watch you go
When I needed you the most,
you were shut out
Never knew anyone else
but you and her
Dying...
Dying to have you back
There were days when I was promised
a sight of you
but even then that promise broken
I've always wanted to hurt you
just to get your attention
I've lost myself a long time ago
Been like a beggar
begging anyone to love me
All that was stolen
But no one understands
Remembering a beautiful peace
Such a peace does not exist
Thinking my world so perfect
Such a world is ever so extinct
I mourned so young
and now I've been so strong
Where pain comes and go
without me taking notice
So beautiful in so much pain
I yearn for you to take notice
of the woman I've become
Spent so long for a way out...
Never though it would take so long
But
I've found my way out