To Lose

So this is how it is.

To lose.

How life can go on.

And so it was.

The way you said it would be.

So dark are the hours.

Nothing's true.

The feeling's always there.

That feeling that they're

right behind you.

How can this be?

Life is peppy and happy.

And I am here so blue.

Missing my dad...

Sitting here stunned.

I envelope the sun.

It's still cloudy in my heart.

Can't remember how life was

when you were here.

How peaceful and easy it was.

How comfortable.

My mind can't sleep.

It won't get you out of there.

My eyes don't rest.

The tears are written of you.

Until I find a new...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

To my stepdad

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