So Hidden

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Mourning hidden

for so long

Sounds like us

So locked away

I yearn for your comfort

when you want space

It rains harder now

camouflaging my tears

No one notices,

not even you... when that's all you do

is notice...

When I want someone to hold me,

I don't feel the same pain

when I hold you

Then I feel alone

Just want someone by my side

and it feels so difficult

to have that luxury

I beg, I cry, I reason

Hugs...

Pushed away

I'm locked in a corner

Looking, staring

while you stare back

Those luxuries don't exist for me

When I search for them,

they're somewhat invisible

Your friendship or more...

either one will do

It seems none of them is affordable

I want this mourning to end

but you drag it on...

Forgive me,

I can't drag along with you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

For someone who mourns in a way no one can understand.  "To think I had you figured out..."

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