Mourning hidden
for so long
Sounds like us
So locked away
I yearn for your comfort
when you want space
It rains harder now
camouflaging my tears
No one notices,
not even you... when that's all you do
is notice...
When I want someone to hold me,
I don't feel the same pain
when I hold you
Then I feel alone
Just want someone by my side
and it feels so difficult
to have that luxury
I beg, I cry, I reason
Hugs...
Pushed away
I'm locked in a corner
Looking, staring
while you stare back
Those luxuries don't exist for me
When I search for them,
they're somewhat invisible
Your friendship or more...
either one will do
It seems none of them is affordable
I want this mourning to end
but you drag it on...
Forgive me,
I can't drag along with you