A mist of darkness hovering over me.
My black cloud following me wherever I may go.
An anger that will not be replaced.
A memory that's not obscured.
Where am I in this dark tunnel?
Am i in the beginning or in the end?
I want to be fairly in the beginning.
I know I can't stay there forever.
It's a step worth dying for.
I don't want to be towards my end.
Where am I going in this life?
Am I going towards an unhappy or happy one?
Can't shed my tears no more.
There's room for true expression.
The expression to be alive.
To walk and not faint.
Who have I hurt throughout my journey?
Are they still hurting?
This burden is wearing me down.
I'm sorry.
It was a part of living my life.
A part of it that I won't turn back to.
Who am I living for?
What am I getting out of it?
Myself.
My future.
My children.
The love.
My memory.
My soul.
My heart.
My entire being.