I breathe softly
When I inhale, my lungs shutter
They feel my agony
But I exhale your name
And my lungs cry for clean air
My pillow filled with my sobbing
This sea of blankets can’t hide me forever
Your false hope interrupted my dreams
Dreams of being heard
A nightmare of regret
This slumber isn’t the same for me
Let me wake
I want to feel what’s real
So I won’t dream of your trickery love
I desperately wail for someone to wake me
But my breath is bound to the nothingness
Let me cry myself to sleep
Where the pain is real
I can remember what you’ve done to me
Where I can reminisce where love existed
I beg the night sky to carry me to clouds of sleep
When I believed in the good of people
Where I was loved
How at peace my breathing was
As I slip downward to this nightmare now
I scream to the night sky
Let the stars rescue me
Take me to the clouds
Where I can finally rest
And I can see you from afar
Sleeping in peace