Speak
Yell at me
Tell me what you’re made of
Explain why
Why would you fuck with my mind?
Admit it
How stabbing my heart felt good to you
Don’t walk away from me
Why did you walk that path to me?
Couldn’t you have gone the other way?
Say it!
Why did you lead me away from those I love?
Look at my scar named after you
Endless thoughts, racing towards nowhere
Coward, look at me
These excuses are not valid anymore
The sun won’t rise over the highway
It’s a storm now, full of regret
You’ve looked into my eyes
You saw my pain
I said don’t look away
Look at my pain
I refuse to be in chains
Chains of our own doing
I long to be free
Free of pain, betrayal, sadness
This blood from my arms
Watch it disappear
Because I’m free from you
Liberated from this suffering
I no longer accept to be captive in my pain
I refuse to seek evanescent love
Begging my bad memories to leave my scars
To be dragged out of my mind
Peeled from my heart
That way my heart can love the right way
So it can love me and I can love it back
I feel you coming out of my scars
Like a dandelion blown with the mist
Carried to the mountain
Where all my pain sits
For a great mountain can handle all
Even my agony
I kiss the ounce of you dripping from my scar
Goodbye...