I don’t want you in the dark cave with me
Please just let me be
And it’s okay if you see the light and I don’t
I still profess my inability to live right again
Don’t hang back with me
It’s not fair to hold you tight while grip is gone
Happiness disappeared on me back then
And it’s not your fault
It was always me
I belonged to my pain
It took my soul, one you didn’t experience
Every one of my roses wilted away
Leaving me to my own destruction
How desperately I want the numbing
I want it so bad again
The most comfort I ever had
Spiraling down I go
And I want to believe you care
I yearn for perfect love,
but it was gone long ago
I’m sorry my crossroads intersected
with your peace
I promise I’ll stay in my own lane
I won’t be in the way
Please lie, and tell me it will get better
I can’t breathe
Breathe, you say
Looking for my breath
Don’t you think I would if it was easy?
You call me strong,
I turn around and I can’t find her
I can hug you so tight
But I’ll still pull away
No matter how much I don’t want to let go
I’ll always pull away
Let me go
It’s okay to let me go
Always remember
My ghost won’t love you any less
I’ll always care for you from afar
From my empty chair